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FOR MY BIRTHDAY, ALL I WANT IS... A CLEAR MIND AND A HAPPY HEART 💯🙏🏾❤️ I don't have too much to say. I'm just looking forward to MOVING FORWARD! That's the God, honest truth. I can say that today and mean it. I feel there's so many crazy things happening! Not just with me, but with everyone! The whole fucking WORLD! I'm not about to get into all that shit, I'm stressed enough lol! But I just don't have the time nor, the strength to be wasting my energy on bullshit! Life is CRAZY AS FUCK! But so PRECIOUS! I'M BLESSED. And can't, and I WON'T WASTE ANOTHER MINUTE. Doing anything with anyone who makes me FEEL ANYTHING BUT HAPPY. To SPREADING LOVE... FINDING MY TRUE LOVE... KEEPING HIM.... TO KEEP INSPIRING.... TO STAY MOTIVATED... TO FIND INNER PEACE WITH MYSELF.... TO LOVING MYSELF UNCONDITIONALLY! To STAYING HEALTHY 💪🏾 FIT! TO NOT ALLOWING THIS DISEASE "(ANGIODEMA )TO SLOW ME DOWN, OR STOP ME FROM REACHING MY GOALS! I WILL FINISH

 LEGEND SAYS "WHEN YOU CAN'T SLEEP AT NIGHT, ITS BECAUSE YOU'RE AWAKE IN SOMEONE ELSE'S DREAMS" I'm just awake. I usually am around this time every night. It's 3:00am now. I just got home about an hour ago from, celebrating my 27th birthday 🎉 I had a really good time! I really did. I enjoyed myself, I had a few drinks.... Funny thing is, I'm still drinking as I'm typing this, JACK DANIELS. I feel I'm getting sober... Weird as fuck! I may not post this I feel I'm just rambling. I just want to clear my head. Yes, I did have a great time tonight, and all my birthday week actually, I feel so blessed! but SOMEHING IS MISSING. Now that the party is over, the celebration is over... Now that I'm home, in this room, in this bed alone I'm not okay. I wish a mother fucker would tell me "Well, That's YOUR FAULT KYM!" It's NOT MY FAULT! I'am not responsible for any "FUCKBOYS" actions and NO ONE CAN BLAME ME

  I'm healthy, and I'm beautiful inside and out! Every day I get to live makes me more grateful. I know I'm going to be very HAPPY SOON! 🙏🏾🙌🏽❤️ #HAPPYBIRTHDAY! #VIRGO #QUEEN  I wasn't sure if, I'd even be able to walk on my birthday, because of my "Angiodema " so I made sure to take these photo, wear my birthday dress in advance. The weather was so bad that day! It's crazy how beautiful these photos turned out! I'm very proud of them, and myself of course. 😇😂💯 My theme is ALL WHITE! NO MORE DARKNESS. Although I've been having a hard time, been going through dark times, I'm getting through it all! I'm doing everything necessary to get better, stay healthy physically, mentally, and spiritually! There's always light somewhere! I AM THAT LIGHT! ❤️🙏🏾💯 Let's see how the weekend goes... To be Continued Summer Princess Plus Size Dress STYLE (164479) gslovesme.com Shoes & Bag gslovesme.com

" A MAN'S JOB IS TO INSTILL CONFIDENCE IN HIS WOMAN. SO IF YOU'RE IN A RELATIONSHIP UN-CONFIDENT YOUR MAN AIN'T SHIT! " 💯 I'm very hesitant to post this. I probably won't, maybe I'll keep private, maybe I won't. But if you're reading this, I was triggered recently with, another beautiful plus size lady friend of mine situation, and has me thinking a lot about MY OWN BAD, pass experiences... 🤦🏽‍♀️ I've been hurt, I've been disrespected, I've been FAT SHAMED by men, plenty times before! once by a guy I was beginning to date! I STILL THANK GOD TODAY I DODGED THAT BULLET! 🙌🏽🙏🏾💯 lol! I'd NEVER had a grown ass man make fun of me, call me out my name, He said to me "YOUR Fat, and disgusting! I'LL ONLY GIVE YOU A CHANCE. BITCH NOBODY WANTS YOU! SO WHAT YOU LOSING WEIGHT! YOU STILL FAT!" 🤦🏽‍♀️ That's just half of what he said! I remember word for word because, I wouldn't forget being disresp

SIP ON THIS... I NO LONGER LOOK FOR THE GOOD IN PEOPLE... I SEARCH FOR THE REAL! "GOOD" is often well dressed, FAKE, in designer clothing... REAL is authentic, FLAWED, NAKED, AND PROUD! ❤️ I Surround myself with people who accept me for exactly WHO I'am... The WAY I'am... I'm comfortable showing my belly if you haven't noticed already 😂 I'M COMFORTABLE! I'M SO COMFORTABLE THAT, IT MAKES OTHERS FEEL UNCOMFORTABLE! Lol! WHY IS THAT? Do you actually believe that, pointing my gut out, or making fun of my COURAGE is going to make me Feel bad about MYSELF? Because You Feel BAD ABOUT YOURSELF. I'll NEVER UNDERSTAND THE WEAK. It has taken me so long to build myself up! Why would I allow a weak minded, insecure person destroy THE FOUNDATION OF LOVE, THAT I'VE BUILT! and is still building??? SHOWING SKIN ALL SUMMER, GET USE TO IT! 💪🏾😘💯 Plus Size Long Vest & Capri Leggings Set STYLE (157470) GSLOVESME.Com  Plus Size LongLine Lace Bustier

 This Summer so far has been interesting, to say the least. Juggling Work, School, A Health issue, Letting Go Of A Sorry MAN issue! Weight loss, Weight gains, Feeling Confident one day, Feeling insecure the next day, Should I show skin, and dress for the HOT weather? Or am I ashamed, and should cover up my flabby Arms, and chucky Thighs & Legs? Be Brave TODAY! BE STRONG TODAY! FREE MYSELF FROM ALL NEGATIVITY, and things that don't, and won't benefit ME. I've been working overtime on myself, and changing the way I think. You can work so so HARD on changing you're BODY, but you also have to CHANGE YOU'RE MIND. "GOOD HEALTH" Being healthy isn't just about what you're eating, it's also about what you're THINKING, DOING, AND SAYING! The way you think, and feel about yourself, and others. How do you feel about yourself & others? How do you treat YOURSELF? How do you allow others to treat YOU? Is it HEALTHY? ARE YOU HEALTHY? AM I HAPPY,