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Fear Of Change? #TheAfterBody EFFECTS 🤦🏽‍♀️

 I'm not one of the people that, has loss a extreme amount of weight, and is ashamed of the loose skin after #weightloss. Don't get me wrong, does it SUCK? Hell YES! Is it annoying? Extremely! Sometimes, well most the time, I'll see the rolls of skin peaking through my clothing. Every skin tight dress just reveals it all! Yes, it could be irritating to deal with. I feel, it could honestly look so much worse! But it doesn't look that crazy! Honestly, not to me. 🤷🏽‍♀️ I'm not finished yet so, it could become worse, I'm not afraid of the change neither, not anymore. I'm ready for it. 🙌🏽💪🏾❤️ You'd think it'll become easier to, fall in love with your "NEW BODY" but, it's not, it doesn't work that way... You're trading FAT for, Loose Skin, Loose Skin for, Scars... You're body constantly changes, There's all these effects after weight loss. I've dealt with forms of edema, rashes, inflammation, You name it! It all comes with weight loss, also weight gain! I'm not a doctor, or specialists, I'm just saying what I'm going through. Do I plan to get the skin removal surgery? 
FUCK YES!!! 😂 But, until then... I want to fully enjoy the process of getting to that point. This is a never ending journey, and I want to feel comfortable with my body's changes along the way ❤️ 



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